I love the ending of a year, and the beginning of a new one. It really makes me pause and reflect on what happened the previous year, and my goals for the coming year. This year I’m picking a word, or in this case words… Gratitude and meditation. Two things that I easily let slip away when life starts to get busy. If I stay in gratitude, I don’t have any expectations for anything or anyone. I’m more kind, appreciative, and balanced. I live one day at a time, and appreciate just breathing. Meditation, this is something that has taken me years to learn. Some days it’s guided, others it’s silent. It has never been easy for me, but when I do it, I feel at peace. It slows me down, and lets me appreciate just being. It keeps my airways fresh, and allows my heart to love more and to be a kinder person.
I’m going to become a mommy this year, and I couldn’t be more excited. Although, I have been warned(not really warned, but talked to), by some very good, honest friends, who are mamma’s, that preparing myself is the most important thing I can do. I don’t mean by buying all of the necessities, or whatever else, I mean meditating and preparing myself for a life change. No more me, no more sleep, and no more schedule. Making sure I’m in a good spot when our little angel arrives. I’m not sure you can ever be too ready, but having such honest talks, have helped me be prepared.
This past year was a doozy, to say the least. we went through some major life situations, lost a good friend, and felt a bit of sadness, but overall, God brought us out on top, and we couldn’t be better. Funny how that works!
So, here is to 2014 and knowing it will bring lots of great changes!